My Journey with Church Music // Q+A
Hey y’all! It’s Q+A
day! A great big thank-you to those of
you who submitted questions for this Q+A.
I love it when my blog readers get involved!
What’s the
biggest struggle for you as a musician involved in the church?
One thing I really worry about is miscommunication. Especially when many people are involved,
you’ve got to be on the same page. I
also get very stressed about time. If
the person leading the music is not there early, I panic. If someone is running late, I panic. If I don’t have a nice margin of time to prepare,
I panic. Even though I tend to do pretty
well under pressure in the moment, I struggle with being flexible and calming
down in stressful situations.
How do you
not get prideful with your piano playing for church?
Let me just say, I’m not perfect and I don’t always have a
humble attitude. I feel absolutely
unqualified to answer this question.
Weeding out pride isn’t a one-time thing. It’s a day by day, moment by moment decision
to put yourself in submission to God.
It’s almost just a mindset.
I think the main thing you have to realize is, pride is a
heart issue, not an appearance issue. If
someone tells you that you are prideful, it’s because of something they’ve
observed. It’s something you’ve said or
done, or how you’ve come across physically.
You can fix those things all you want.
You can fix your appearance until you look like the most humble person on
earth. You can say and do all of the
right things. But you will never be addressing
the actual issue, which is in your heart.
Here’s a good principle: don’t just treat the symptoms;
identify the disease. Symptoms are
helpful in figuring out the problem, but the issue will never truly go away
unless you attack the disease head-on.
Another principle is, symptoms indicate a deeper problem. If someone says you’re prideful, they’ve seen
and observed symptoms, but the true issue is not on the surface. Symptoms help diagnose the problem. Are you getting the analogies I’m trying to
make?
So to answer your question as to what I personally do, the
main thing I do is pray. I pray that God
would be seen through me, and receive all the glory. Oftentimes I will pray,
“Lord, make me lower.” I try to get my
mind focused on God and surrender myself right before I play. I must have a proper view of God and a proper
view of myself and my role. I am nothing
but an instrument in the hand of God. He
is everything.
About how
much time do you practice piano per day?
It really depends. I’m
not on a “30 minutes a day, 5 days a week” schedule or anything like that. I’ve never viewed practicing as a chore, so
I’ve never kept track. I would say that
the total time I spend at the piano each day would be 1-3 hours, though. Aside from scales and theory and maybe a
run-through of Pirates of the Caribbean,
I don’t really categorize my pieces in “practicing” and “playing” categories.
;) I just work on everything. Practice time also depends on the time of
year it is. For instance, right now I’m
preparing for a competition, so I’m spending more time at the piano than I
would, per say, in the summer. In a
couple weeks, as the competition gets closer, I will understandably be at the
piano even more.
Do you
think you’ll major in church music (or music in general)?
Yes! For those that
don’t know, I do have plans for college in the future, and I am currently
already taking a college-level class to go ahead and kick out credits before
I’m actually a full-time college student.
Right now, my main considerations are Church Music and Piano Pedagogy,
but in the past I’ve also considered doing Music Education or Music
Composition. So really, I’m pretty open
to several different majors, but I’m leaning more towards Church Music at this
point in time.
Can you tell
us about a church performance you had where you weren’t entirely prepared or
you were really nervous about it and God still used it to bless people?
Sometimes I wonder if this is the story of my life! I could give so many examples of times when
I’ve felt unprepared or nervous, and God still was gracious enough to bring me
through it and bless others. Little is
much when God is in it!
At our church, we try to tie in the offertory hymn with the
general theme of the songs and sermon, the best we are able to. One Sunday recently, I could find no good
relation between my It Is Well and
the rest of the songs. I felt
awful. However, afterward, I was more-than-usually
surprised at the people who came up to me and shared with me what a blessing it
was. In particular, a friend of mine had
had a rough week prior, and she told me that the morning service was filled
with all of her favorite songs, and she thought she was going to cry when I
played It Is Well. I had no clue that hymn meant so much to
her.
For another example, just a couple weeks ago, I was asked to
organize a young peoples’ vocal group to introduce an unfamiliar hymn to our
church. Due to several different things,
the group didn’t actually practice till the day-of. I hadn’t slept well many nights during the
week before, worrying about how it would all come together, but when I gathered
them together to run over it before the service, my fears were set aside as I
listened to their gorgeous harmony and saw one of the sopranos close her eyes
while she personalized the words she was singing. Then I got the incredible privilege of watching
them while they gathered together on stage and sang. God took care of all my fears and I myself
was blessed by their song.
Which is
your favorite instrument to play in church?
This may come as a surprise to many of you, but… flute might
just be my favorite to play at church!
Someone said to me at church a little bit ago, “Grace, you should play
your flute more! But when are you not playing piano?” :) Although I do a
lot of piano, and I love it, I’ve really enjoyed getting more involved in our
music ministry with my flute as of late.
What is
your favorite hymn?
I have many favorite hymns, but a couple are, His Robes for Mine, In Christ Alone, All I Ever Want to be, All I Have is Christ, and Behold Our God.
What is
your favorite arrangement?
Goodness, this is hard!
This piano solo arrangement of His Robes for Mine has been well up there on my favorite’s list
since the very first time I heard it.
Taryn Harbridge’s arrangement of How Great Thou Art is also
fantastic (piano, violin, vocal, pennywhistle), and the Behold Our God I linked to above is also beautiful (violin, viola,
cello, guitar).
Just one more week left!
I really like what you said about pride: not just trying to look humble, but being humble inside. Thanks for doing this!
ReplyDeleteI am glad that resonated with you! Thank you for reading, Laura!
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